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Name: Maddi
Birthday: 7/29/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: music, writing, pictures, friends, partying, singing, dancing, laughing, scrapbooking, reading
Expertise: Life. =]
Occupation: Home Health Aide
Message: message me
AIM:  madifu
Member Since:
10/4/2005
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| i won't lie: i'm drunk right now. and i'm depressed. and i have a few things to say. that i cannot stop myself from saying.
i cannot stand hte way guys try to pick up girls. it's sickening. i prefer for someone to be into me. and want to know about me. and know what i'm into. not just wanna talk to me because i'm cute or some dumb shit. it's ridiculous. shallow motherfuckers. let me tell you.
and. to shady friends. stop being so shady. the sun doesn't shine all of the time. and tha'ts that. so get the fuck out.
gosh. i am just SOOOO INCREDIBLY UNBELIEVABLY SHITTTYYYYY right now. i won't lie. it's killign me.
and i cannot stand that i gave up the one true, sure thing i had going for myself. i gave it up. and now i just fucked up. and i'm a fuckup. and i can't stnad it. i'm sick. i could die. i literally make myself sick over it.
put me out of my misrey. please.
excuse the typos. sorry iftheyre unbearable. :s | | |
| It is Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually?
i usually sleep all afternoon. i'm off every wednesday.
What is on your mind right now?
i can't wait to see manchester on wednesday...definitely looking forward to it.
Do you know how to play chess?
actually, i forget.
What are you listening to?
manchester orchestra. the "mean everything to nothing" album
Do you ever go in chat rooms?
no lol. but that used to be my thing back in the day!
You are going to New York for shopping, where do you go first?
5th aveee! if i could afford anything, lol.
You need a new pair of shoes, what store do you go to first?
um. journey's. target. depends what kind of shoe i'm looking for!
How do you feel about your hair?
i'm in desperate need of a haircuttt!
What time do you wake up for school/work?
eight thirtiesh, if i work at nine.
What movie is in your DVD player?
dude. i couldn't tell you where that thing went, lol
What side of the bed do you sleep on?
the side furthest from the door!
Do you like roller coasters?
yeahhhh, i love the thrill! :)
Favorite T.V. show?
hmm. i love law & order svu. older stuff, like the nanny, etc. i also enjoy watching the vampire diaries and gossip girl
Your last IM was from?
i'll use facebook. it was from james. haaaah!
Favorite Beverage?
i love juice, pop, and waterrr
When is the next time you will kiss someone of the opposite sex?
only time will tell!!
What do your pants look like?
straight leggg jeans, from ae. that are too baggy when i wear them for more than five minutes. and they sag off my no-butt
Are you tired?
...i thought i was!
Do you have to pee?
actually. i haven't thought about it. but now that you mentioned it, i just mighttt...
Would you kiss the cook of tonights dinner?
nooo. i went to the olive garden, lol. they'd be a little surprised if i marched into their busy/messss of a kitchen and gave him/her a big wet one! :p
What are your plans for Saturday?
my niece's first bday party
Favorite sit down restaurant?
anywhere that i feel like eatinggg.
The most excitement you had this week?
hmm...a few exciting things happened! :)
What do you usually order at Taco Bell?
one soft taco, a side nacho with extra cheese, and a small baja blast!
Have you ever sat all the way through Gone With the Wind?
i've never even attempted it...
Are you currently planning a trip?
i wish. i do have other exciting things going on..however.
Do you drive?
yeah. it's a necessity, lol
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| "and i would've done anything for you
to show you how much i adored you.
but it's over now.
it's too late to save our love.
just promise me you'll think of me every time
you look up in the sky and see a star
'cause i'm a space bound rocket ship
and your heart's the moon.
and i'm aiming right at you. right at you.
250,000 miles on a clear night in june
and i'm so lost without you.
without you."
:(
i'm just sad anymore. everything is just so sad....
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Day Three
the person you texted last
- Elizabeth.
Day Four
a habit you wish you didn't have
- biting my nails! it's horrid.
Day Five
a letter to your kids
- dear future children of mine,
please let me get it right.
love, me.
Day Six
a letter to someone you wish you could forget
- i'm sorry for hurting you....
Day Seven
a letter to someone who has changed you
- thank you.
Day Eight
a letter to someone you're really disappointed with
- you are so smart, and so bright. and your future can be amazing. why do you hold back? let it go. just live.
Day Nine
something you're proud of in the last few days
- staying strong.
and filling out a bunch of college apps.
Day Ten
a letter to something that has changed your life forever
- i wish i didn't know you, but at the same time, i'm glad i do. <3
Day Eleven
a letter to your best friend
- i love you. you already know. :)
Day Twelve
how you found out about xanga and why you made one
- in high school, i used to look at quotes and icons on it, lol. and i think maybe tana told me about it? i was currently using livejournal, but this seemed so much cooler. and so i made one. :)
Day Thirteen
a letter to someone who has hurt you recently
- stop trying to make me take pity.
Day Fourteen
a letter to your family
- even though i suck sometimes, i love all of you.
Day Fifteen
a letter to the person you last kissed
- :( i'm truly sorry.
Day Sixteen
a letter to someone you wish you could have changed
- you have to want to change. everything could be so much different. you have to want it for yourself. don't you see?
Day Seventeen
someone you would switch lives with for one day
- this is a tough one. i guess nobody, really. everyone has their problems. mine are bad enough.
Day Eighteen
plans/dreams/goals you have
- i want to figure out who i am. and what i want. i want to go to college. and graduate. i know i'm getting old. so it needs to happen soon. i want to get married. and have a family (one day).
Day Nineteen
nicknames you have, and why you have them
- madds (it goes with my name). friend, because that's what me and liz call each other. mud, 'cause that's what me and justin call each other. mullers, 'cause me and tiff had this whole 'ullers' language. tublet, because i'm tubby, lol. and i call my dad tub. umm.....madders, etc.
Day Twenty
someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
- :x !!! it's a secret!!!!!
.............i'll try and keep up, lol. but no promises.
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